So it finally happen

We knew it was coming.Just didn't know the date and time.


Just wondering then,as time progresses there will be bound to be more of these events.


But I always wondered,


When the time comes will I be ready for it?


Based on my track record I can see that it not gonna happen anything soon.


There are so many thing do to, so many things to go through.


And yet when the time comes will I be ready for it?


Congrats to the both of you. :)


God bless you always.

I also looked into

An entry in my blog about 1 year ago. It strange but I can still remember how and what I was thinking 1 year ago.

Have things changed? Yes.

Have people changed ? Yes.

Have I changed ? Yes

But I still remember the optimism and encouragement. I will repay the favor.

This is to next year's entry. For a better future.

Stuff that I don't usually crap about

I just visited a friend blog after such a long time. The posts have decreased, the outlook and changed. Yet somehow this person still maintains the same sort of optimist that she possess.


Life is tough, challenging and busy and yet there is still optimism.How do some people manage?

Do I dare

I have been toying about this for a long time.But I am not sure. On one hand I know I am getting older on the other I know it is a change that I must make.



But it is necessary to the extend that I must make the change? What is the cost? Can I achieve the other goal if I make the change?



I afraid I know the answers to these questions..

You know that you are living in the 21th century..

When you sleep less then 6 hours every day,



Talk more hours on the phone then face to face with a person..



Eat more frozen food then an Arctic bear,



Spend more time online then going to out



Spending more time going out then staying in



Getting or trying to get involved in some many things that the things that you did 2-3 days ago appear to be a distance memory..



Received news on various issues even before the news is made public



Possible "know" a person without meeting him or her



And the list goes on.





Sometimes I wonder just how do I manage to live in this crazy world....

Happy easter

The play at CHC was great. Easter play at CHC are always good and the production is always thought provoking. What caught my attention was the fluidity displayed by the actor and actresses in the play. This is amazing as the people involved in the play are by no means professional actor or actresses which makes this an amazing fact.



What sort of dedication and effort would be needed to pull of such as play? It is the unflattering desire to see the performance reaching a certain standard?Or is it to ensure that the play is entertaining and worth remembering?



I think the reason why these people practised so hard is because they want to ensure that what they do impacts lives of the people who watch it.How is it then that when we watch these plays that we get so affected by the message that is being presented?



I think it has got to do with all the hard work and dedication that was put into this production.I glad that I came.This is to the cast and crew.

It easter!

Wow it's easter again. Time sure files. This is a special day as this is the day when our Lord Jesus Christ dies for our sins.Because of this we have access to God that would not have been possible.




On this day we are reminded on what had happen nearly more than 2000 years ago. On this day, I wanna take some time off to remember what he did for me.




The journey is long and bumpy but I know YOU have and will always be there for me.



Thank you LORD.

In a single day...

In a single day, Malaysian Politics changed.


In a single day,Malaysian practised democracy long thought to be gone.


In a single day, many took the role as a citizen seriously.


In a single day many people thought and decided for their future.


In a single day, many people were shocked.


In a single day,history was made...

Communication

I been meaning to write about this for a while but it just never materialised until pretty much today. Well here goes.



Most recently I have come upon an incident regarding communication between people. You know how it is when sometimes there are some people that appear not to be interested in talking to you and pretty much give you less attention then they would show to a complete stranger?




Well I of course have experienced this. But wait, that not what this post is about. The reason why I am writing this post is that I myself might have been guilty in perpetrating such behaviour. Not that it was intentional, it is just that when I reflected back on the incident, I realised that I might have treated the person rather shabbily and that I should have taken more of an effort in dealing with this matter.




I know that not everyone gonna take that step in making and showing more effort but I guess I should have done so. It worth a try .After all actions do speak louder than words.

What Happen?

Heath Ledger is dead. Really. I don't believe it.Hard to accept this fact really. What really happen? I heard the news when I was online and I heard the on the telly that he was dead. Now I am not a fan or a film critic but it is still shocking to hear these sort of things.And he is pretty young, 28 years old according to the reports.


It makes me wonder then. How unpredictable life is. Cliche',but true.



Life is short. Better get prepared. Do you know where you will be heading when you check yourself out? I know.

I really need more time

When humans came up with the concept of time, they established the 24 hours in a day concept. I wish they had created 48 instead. I really have no time to do everything that I planned. The answer? -Prioritise. But even with that, it still feels that I got a lot to do.So I guess that means cutting down on activities.But sacrifice on the things that I want and like to do?

Bummer!

Makes me wonder

Well it the end of another long day.It just make me wonder how long can a day get.Pretty long I guess.


Most recently I have been having trouble balancing issues and work with other things.It seems that when I started working there were many things that I didn't thought about emerged and I had to dealt with it.I guess working is not too bad, it's just a matter of adjustments.



It so happens that there are a lot of factors to consider,issues to deal with and decisions to make.A cocktail of mind solving I say.



Well better get prepared for the next day..

Just over a week

It has just been over a week. But it feels like a month. I can't really remember the details now, but what I remember was a cocktail of emotions. Never been like this for a while. It doesn't help that I am one of the only few.Everyone know and I know that...



But that ancient history now. Thanks you for all for your support. I remember.I may not show it openly but I am thanful.And should something happen to these ppl in the future,I shall be there for them like they did for me.




Thank again. :-)

It was strange..

I went to a place and met these people. They looked and acted so normal that you wouldn't suspect a thing. But if you knew the background story of how they got there you would be surprised. I just wonder that sometimes when you live life, there are other who life their own lives as well and our lives and theirs might never entwine.

What I'm saying is that it is possible to not know what is happening beyond our daily schedule.It just so happen that I went beyond my normal scope of living and discovered this.

So you see you will never know what the future holds unless you take that step.

The things is..

Now have you tried sitting or camping at a particular spot for long periods of time. What I mean is that you are not to move or go anywhere else for more then half and hour other then being rooted at the same spot.


Now that I doing this job, I find myself doing just that and I can say that it is amazing how many people I see. Like from yesterday, I manage to spot 2 old friends, my pastor, 4 buddies, one classmate and a lot of random people that I do not know.Not to mention this permanent spot that seems to appear on a particular part of my body...


So anyways it makes me think that KL ain't that big and that there are the usual hangouts that everyone goes to. I thinking that if you spend more time on the road, you are bound to meet someone you know.It is just that most of the time people(or at least me) are either cooped up at home or in the office.


So from today onwards, I will be going out and hanging out more often. So there.

So it has begin

I was just wondering after such a long time being a student of how I would feel going back to work. It seems quite well.The level of dispiline and commitment is needed again, requiring me to get up and prepare for the day. When I was a student, I would wake up any time and pretty much slag the whole day of if I wanted to.Well this is a preparation for more important things to come I reckon.

I guess it is essential to know what is important and do it.

So I off then. Later.

Well

Working in this job can be energy draining but interesting and rewarding.I have done things that I didn't thought of much before this and see things in a different way.

Well I should describe what I do but I'm a wee bit too lazy at the moment so I will just leave it for another time. I gonna just say that it was a learning experience and I will continue to learn and improve myself.

Thank you.

So true..

"Sucess is simple,do what's right, the right way at the right time"-Arnold H. Glaslow.

What a week.

So it is back to work after the long weekend.Now I am thinking that this is gonna be strange that after such a long weekend of partying and fun that everything has to return back to normal. I mean I know that everyone gonna know this ,it is just that after such a long week it is bound to affect everyone in a way.


Well a friend left for good, he went back to Penang.This is the 4 person from W16 that has to relocate to another place.We are getting smaller..


Another friend and her boyfriend got involved in 3 whole days of Emerge, attended service on Saturday and on that night itself headed to Singapore on bus for a friend convo and returned on Kl on the wee hours on Monday only to head to work on the morning itself. Respect.


Other when to Putrajaya for the fireworks and to Genting for G and R.(Gambling and Relaxation)


As for me well these past few days just flew by.I just sent out a resume, hope to get a reply soon.Meanwhile I'm gonna check out iTunes and the magical world of podcasts.Later.

Merdeka!!!!

All rise to the RED,YELLOW,WHITE and Blue.

It just says that we celebrated our 50th Independence today. It is extra special as we are 50 years old.

Now I know that this country has faults and that there are many thing that can be improved.But you know what? Every country has it's faults and it is how you wanna pursue the best that your country cab offer which counts.

At this time, I gonna say Happy Birthday to You.